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Wednesday, January 31, 2007 | 11:42 PM |

dear told me compro test was TOUGH & suay enough, he done the tougher paper. those who took easy paper finished much earlier than the rest & they managed to do finish. lol. how can. its like totally unfair. Just like my previous compro test, i ( not only me) screwed pract test 1 becos the qn are much tougher than the rest. its UNFAIR. why don't they give us the same qn OR the same level of qn. why must one be tougher & other is much more easier. grr.. *vomit blood*

where's justice?



but i still pray....


this fri my paper will be get the EASY one..


tml having dental appointment in the morning, so means i have to skip my morning lesson. :P i dun mean to pon horr. haa. dear going to accompany me. thanks dear. :)) despite no lesson for him tml , he still need to wake up early and company me. just now he had a sudden fever,, im worried for him. hopefully tml he will be alright. take care dear. ")


ME. :P
ignore the dustbin behind.
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before the clock hits twelve,

HAPPY 5th month, dear.:))
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007 | 11:43 PM |

having serious flu now. TERRIBLE. ~hao nan shou arrr.


i think one box of tissue still not enough for my flu to stop flowing. its non-stop & been this since this morning. i hate flu!!

tml BS was cancelled, probably staying at home again just like today. its damn bored. wanted to get money from dad to buy new year clothes & I WANT TO REBOND MY HAIR. should i? or remain my curly hair? do give me comments please.


Dear, gd luck for ur compro test tml. :))



this fri will be my turn to have the test.
"(


pretty shocked that taiwanese artist- Xu wei lun died in the car accident. she's still very young & there's more ahead future in her.

was unbelieveable when i saw the newspaper yesterday. i thought she's able to escape the death. Life is so unpredictable and her death is such a sudden shock to everyone.


Do rest in peace, xu wei lun.
you're always the pretty angel in everyone's eyes.




Sunday, January 28, 2007 | 6:52 PM |

FINALLY!!
i've been waiting for this day..


today was my first day serving in the ministry- choir. it felt GREAT! i will be singing in the Chinese church before i can sing in the English service. so can say is the starting & training point to start in the ministry. serving once a month, i want to serve more!! there's comments got from our choir IC, like what should we improve on. they said i need to SMILE more & dun keep looking at the screen..haa. okay. im fine with it. must remember to SMILE more & most important is to memorise chinese lyrics!


next, went fellowshipped with the choir members at the nearby coffeeshop. saw kenji with his mum when i was on my way to coffeeshop. so coincidence sia. nice chatting with them. they're so friendly and easy to get along. din go for 2nd fellowship place at ang mo kio, wanted to go but kinda far for me, so decided to go home then.. sorry peeps. will join u guys next time.:))


haven eat my dinner yet. should i wait for my sis to buy dinner for me or just eat instant noodle that i bought yesterday. im hungry noww.


Yesterday service was great with Dr AR BERNADE. preaching about VALUE.
i love his preaching.

Mark 4.21-24
"Take heed what you hear."
It's not what you hear but how u process it.
whatever value you place, will determine the power of impact in your life.
Even people don't value us,
we are still value to God no matter what.



Friday, January 26, 2007 | 12:00 AM |

Just gotten back from my choir practice. supposed to be 2 hr practice,but was dragged almost 3hr!!

they need to test our vocal range. of course need to queue for testing. ermm. im singing soprano AND alto. ya. i can sing two type of range. kinda surprise that i can sing both although i din manage to reach the highest note.,only until sharp A & of course due to my nervousness, out of tune somemore. haha... singing chinese song is kinda tough & weird, while mostly we sang english song, now they translate it to chinese. super challenging. haa. although my chinese not that bad la, but need memorize eh. within 2 days!! how can? is like 7songs in total. arhh.. ~practice practice~


today sch were okay lar..just that abit slack liao, dun feel like coming for the morning session. but cant, exam coming le so needs alot of revision.. haii. two more weeks ehh. grrr!! went pizza hut with classmates during our break. becos of me, end up they haf to walk all the way from np to timah plaza becos im the only one who dun haf bus concession. :P thanks guy.. but like that also need my treat mehz. haa. me, dear, serene & seb sit one table while the rest another. couple table of the day. haa. we laughed non-stop, passing pizza here & there. lol. so supposed 1pm eg2 lesson, end up we reached at 1.30pm. AND just nice teacher marking attendance. haa. stayed in the library an hour after the lesson. comp low batt, so early went home. RAINING again. slp for 2 hrs before i went for the practice. dear wanted accompany me go but i stopped him, becos i want him to go home early.


PICS!



at pizza hut
me & dear
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seb & serene
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soup of the day- mushroom
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feeling hungry?
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dear, u look stunned here.
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at the library.

dear playing his comp
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while i play mine.
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dear & me
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ME
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:P
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bonding cgm tml. i cant wait to see my cellgrp members. its like now only one week see them once. and ya. DR AR BERNADE will be preaching for tml service and we are called to wear bright colour shirt. not yet decide what to wear.

*headache*

im hungry now. its time for supper. :P


DO RE ME FA SO...






Thursday, January 25, 2007 | 11:29 PM |

im totally drained out. but still wanne blog before i go to my sweet dream.

8-5pm lesson really makes me soooo tired. imagine half of the day in school, without any rest, will KILL me!! its poly life, i cant blame though. not like back to sec sch life while school ends at 1 plus everyday. *i miss those day*... but still there's good in poly schedule laa, becos not every hour got lesson.thats why i dun like wed & thurs lesson. 8-5pm!! siann.

Still, went out with dear after sch, although i was totally exhausted.. but i promised dear to accompany him to buy pants at bugis. so despite of that i still have to hang on... Sad to say, this shopping trip wasn't a gd one afterall.. maybe becos tiredness makes me soo moody & speechless. i was like "huh... oh.. ok lorr" when he talks to me & its like throughout the whole trip. Sorry dear i spolit your shopping mood. pls pardon me of my mood swing.

To dear: Dear, im not sick, don't worry k ..i know maybe you nv see me so drained out before. . i promise you i will take enough rest. :)

1st choir practice tml at jurong, 8pm. of course im going! will be serving chinese church coming this sunday. wohoo. im excited. :p


i just cant find any nice coat or jacket at bugis. budget below $30. Any nice peeps know where to buy? inform me alright.. thanks:)


*eyes closing soon*

gtg noww. its time to Zzzzz...
sweet dreams to all. :)
NIGHT.



Tuesday, January 23, 2007 | 11:51 PM |

Today was a stressful day i would say.

first was the AEL practical test. i was kana scolded by teacher for not knowing how to do the test. i admit i will not be a gd engineer in the future if i do not know how to do this simple test , thats what teacher told me too. i may not be one (a engineer), who knows in the future, i could be a singer( i love to sing laa) or just a simple gal who have a stable job in a department store. well, who know... my path, my future are all in my hands. its up to ME anyway.


6-7.30pm was the COMPRO test. i made alot mistake. arhh!! a simple basic like:


printf"ABCDEFGHIJK\n");


i wrote this.......



printf"ABCDEFGHIJK"\n);

see the difference??


but the most annoying part was that i actually wrote the corrrect one in the beginning, but i erased it away and wrote the wrong one.


HOW COULD I MADE THIS SIMPLE MISTAKE!! ITS 30% leii!!!


grrrrr!!!

not going to talk about this anymore. just let me forget since its already over.
forgot to mention from my previous entry that i actually bought contact lens from one of the shop at NP. kinda cheap.only $28 for 15 pair of contact lens!!

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DAILY DISPOSABLES
meaning only can be use for one day for each pair, cannot be use for 2nd time.

i used it this morning to school. superly happy when i managed to put without tears in my eyes. i think i can leave my "loose specs" aside first. haa.my first time trying to use contact lens was during sec 4 . that time i bought colour lens which only for a month. but everytime i put it in, my eyes will tears. maybe too scare to put ba. my eyes kept rolling & hands was damn shaky. haa. but partly i don't dare to wear contact lens becos i scared will cause eyes infection and have to cut my nail. you know i love my nails when its long. if short i still can cut, but if my nail are long. i don't think i will bear to cut it. hehe..since i bought this is those disposables type, so leave it long should be alright ba. right?

dear taught me how to put contact lens in a proper way & safety precaution i should take note. don't think wearing contact lens is so simple. its not so simple as i imagine.

*yawn*

alright. going to bed soon.
night all.



Monday, January 22, 2007 | 9:26 PM |

another new week has come. time flies so so fast. 2 more weeks will be the da kao-big exam. arhh. how am i going to take the exam when i dun even revise. but anyway, its just two written test. so i just need to chiong for few days then everything will be over. its too early to say now laa, now is to get my butt up & STUDY!


finally monday module are done! IAC & COMPT.
compare to CATS, i prefer IAC & COMPT. perhaps this module helps me a lot. in what way? i should say its the presentation part ba. did i mention that i actually hates presentation. ya. its HATE. but through this module, i dont hate anymore. instead i tend to be more courage in the presentation, i even got good comment by my COMPT teacher. this actually proved that i can present well even though I'm not good in my speech. so next time if i have a presentation, i will be more confident. :P


Special thanks to my grp mates- seb, jon & especially Deric. he had done a lot in this project, he was the most enthu one getting us to do the slides all these cause three of us are SLACKERS.. :P * i still dare to say* today our presentation were awesome plus the interview video was BEST la. not bad eh. we managed to get it all done this morning with seb although i know its too last min. & yeah. it came out GOOD.

:))


do manicuring in the middle of the night.
nice?
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me & dear at blk56 lift
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having Compro written test & AEL practical test tml. test test & test.
im gonna DIE!


IM not perfect.






Friday, January 19, 2007 | 12:30 AM |

Changed to new blogskin.:))
more to white than PINK. as you know my previous blogskin.

2nd day for Ngee Ann open house. it was still crowded just like yesterday. managed to sit infront of the stage & watched the performance after sch. intended to be home after lesson at 2pm, but serene need someone to company her till her friend comes. so waited till around 3 plus. so at that time i felt weird, why there's so many malays sitting to watch even though there was this 4 singer- i think from this particular music compan. they all singing CHINESE song. saw one of the singer was my choir junior from secondary. he sang well. hao yang de. :) i don't think malays know how to understand chinese song. then i realised. OH YA. taufik is comin to NP to sing. no wonder i see so many malays chopping seats & some people even run for our seats after we leave. lol. alright. i like taufik. but im not crazy over him. :P

serene & me

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went for choir newcomer meeting at night. only around 10 plus people. i din know there's so many things to learn. but of course this shouldn't need to be learn like praise & worship. but the purpose is they wan us to be presentable in the stage, thats why there is so many things to follow. so now, all i need to buy more coat , long sleeve shirt or more fasionable clothing.. i will start from bugis first ba.

bought this packet of mini vanilla ice cream yesterday. i bought it because it just $4.50 for 2 packet. and there's 15 ice cream inside in each packet. dont u think its worth it?

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cgm tml at 2pm. need to wake up early then usual.

got to go. bye!




Thursday, January 18, 2007 | 10:37 PM |

Ngee Ann Poly open house started today until 20 Jan. please do come & take a look. :))


why do we still need to go for lesson even there's open house going on. but its alright to me laa. last year i missed out the open house because of the ece camp, now i could see whats going on in the open house. and ya, tml taufik will be coming to our sch, chen weilian & kelly from projectstar!! arhh!! i wanne to go take a look but my class end at 2pm. so i guess i wun be staying until 6pm that long. sis came down from her school to our school, its a school trip to this open house. i was havin lesson that time when she came, so i din come to entertain her. luckily dear lesson ended early. so he brought my sis around and even to my class to take a look.. haa. i was building the bridge- ECPRO lesson at that time. and guessed what. our grp came 1st for that competition!! strong eh. haa. had candy floss before we went home. sis dragged me to go for that. erm. quite tasty. maybe quite a long period never eat that :P rain rain & rain again before i went home. 3 person shared ONE umbrella. pathetic right. cos i dun wan dear to catch in the rain. thats why i asked him to share with us. he still not recover from sick.


took this inside library. magnum force having warm up.
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wondering why i took pic of magnum force only. becos they distracted me when i was revising for my maths. they super fast in their action man. awesome! it reminds me of the days in POS.

Just finished watching" project superstar". Diya & darren got into the final. but i supported carrie. :P well. its the vote that counts although she had the highest score compared to diya. now shall be final showdown who will taking the next project superstar champion. shall wait & see.


im having choir practice tml at jurong church. first practice of this year & i gonna start this ministry well & shine for the lord. :))



Tuesday, January 16, 2007 | 3:52 PM |

ended sch at 12pm. shuang~



lunch with dear at alumni. today's weather damn hot. dear kept complain from my block to alumi & hopefully it will rain to keep him cool. i stared at him. " i dun like rain now, ok. it will cause flood!
i ordered curry chicken & ice blended mocha while dear ordered fried spring chicken plus french fries. drooling? haa
almost couldn't walk cos we were damn full, especially dear. haa. i kept giving him my food to him. no choice. wo wei xiao. :P

going for prayer meeting later at 7.45pm. the first meeting of the year. :)) i miss the "BEST" coffeeshop food. especially "ban mian".. dun say le. dun say le. i feeling hungry now.

FINALLY FINALLY. the COMPT presentation was over yesterday. i got gd comment by the teacher. aww. HAPPY sia. :)) i thought i wun do well, but it came out "ermm. not bad".. our grp almost got "A" for that presentation. its almost!! why cant teacher just give us A then. lol. & now have to get ready for IAC presentation. YA. presentation again. siann. hopefully get gd comment too. :P but i screwed for my 1st wrting assignment & oral speaking.i got C!! im not gd at my wrting plus my language damn poor laa. haii. no choice. my ang moh not that gd since young.

jia you!

im need to get back to slp noww. later then have the energy to pray.
bye peeps. :)



Sunday, January 14, 2007 | 1:03 AM |

choir appreciation night just GREAT!!

nice people over there. friendly. especially to new members. :) cause we are new. thats why felt abit odd. haa. saw some of my POS peeps. they are from choir too. cool. :) there was buffet too at level 4 cafe.. NICE NICE! ate quite alot. *OPPS* i admit im a big eater. alright. haa. knew some new friends. we talked alot.

followed by great performance by choir people. there was videos, talent-time, games. we almost win. arhh. but its fun laa. and they showed this video. the DOs & DON"T when we sing in the stage. superly funny man. haa. i was laughing like hell. especially a guy who kicked this guy when they sang" we stepping out" they are all acting only. to show us the funny side they will do when they're in the stage. haa.


im going to serve choir ministry soon. *i think next week* but have to serve in chinese church before in english service. erm. thats is cool. we don't sing chinese praise & worship songs that often in english service. so thats quite a big challenge to me. haa.


pics time. :))


zi lian..
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in the toilet.
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my name tag. only new member got green sticker.
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inside lift.
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one of the contestant in talent time. but too bad. he din win.
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tml having presentation. my hatest of all. haa. but still have to do it. wish mi gd luck for tml. :))



Saturday, January 13, 2007 | 1:34 AM |

Stop the rain!

im getting irritated by the rain this few days. its like unlimited droplets kept pouring down. non-stop & continuous. but at least today weather not bad. if not. singapore will FLOOD just like malaysia. arhhh.. NO!!


kinda felt weird without dear by my side when going for service. dear still sick. he got throat infection. thats why caused him to have fever. somemore on & off . dear must have suffered alot. *cry* sayang sayang. sorry dear cant pei you when you're sick. take gd care horr. give you big hug hug when see you on monday. :))


today service got special guest.




Delirious!!!
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Rev. Robin Harfouche Service din come for today's service.. ke xi ke xi. i wanne listen to her preaching!! i love Delirious ! their songs super rocks! they rocks our service today. we're like attending their concert. haa. FOR FREE! :P


alright. had great fellowshipping with my cg. went macau again at expo. influenced by my dear yingwei. haa. quite a long time din step to expo foodcourt le.. i missing the fried fish mee hoon over there. not going to talk abt food anymore. i getting hungry le laa. tml going for the appreciation night at jurong church. for choir ministry only. As im the new member there & i haven go for any practice yet. i think coming soon. so maybe i think i will be very quiet tml as in im not quite familiar with the people there. at least i have terri with me. :) haa. but of course i'll try to talk more, get more familiar with the people, asking more technique abt singing. haa.:P i guess tml will be fun.


cant wait cant wait for tml. lalala...


i dun wan get sick again becos of the RAIN. i want to see a nice weather. *praying for yu guo tian qin*



my internet connection is back to normal. FINALLY.







Friday, January 12, 2007 | 1:17 PM |

my mind is thinking of DEAR now.

he had a high fever yesterday. thats why he din come to sch today and now he's resting at home yang bing.

Must get well soon, dear.
my lessson going to end soon at 2pm. later in the afternoon i need to clean up my room. I MUST. if not mum will nag at me. :P she's at work now. (i think). thats a high chance i won't eat her cooked dish. so will be eating outside again. there's time that i don't realli want my mum to go work- temporary. becos maybe i dun get used without her at home, nagging at me. But sometimes i dun wan her to be alone at home. you see. dad need to go work, younger sis haf to go sch, elder sis going to work and me.... SCHOOL. thats why only left her at home. i dunnoe what she do to spend her time. housechores of course. but long period at home, will make her lonely. she told me she's lonely sometimes. i felt guilty. thats why if i come home early, i can company her. now plus my bf- he almost everyday come my house. so she wun be that lonely. at least got someone to entertain her. haa. she always tease him de.

just to say,
sorry mum.

alright. class starting soon.
gtg. buaiiiii.



Wednesday, January 10, 2007 | 11:00 AM |

i nv seen such a BIG poke card.

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random pics

cousin, sis & mi
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mi & dear.:))
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inside class now. having break. just finished the eecad test. what a relief! i managed to do & submitted it successfully without error. later on having labtest. ya. TEST again. heard that its kinda tough. haii. lin tian you ming ba.



Tuesday, January 09, 2007 | 3:06 PM |

my house internet connection dann lousy sia. as in i always use for around 5mins like that & after that it will appeared

"the page cannot be displayed"

sickening!


in 2 hrs time, i need to go back sch again. for.......... RETEST.

ya. its the damn boring + don't realli understand subject = AEL
now im at home. surfing net. i now typing this & hopefully later can post it..


just because of the lao ya= lousy internet connection at home, so maybe i will not be blogging that often unless the internet connection is back fully..

saw my pri sch friend-bi eng just now at atrium when i was buying my lunch.. canteen 2 so crowded man. not a single seat left. so headed to atrium. anyway. i quite a long period nv seen her le. i miss her so much. talking abt friends. i miss my sec sch friends. we need more hang out!

alright. must go chiong for my retest even though it takes only 50%. but no choice. i wan to get a pass for my AEL. hai.

bye all!




Thursday, January 04, 2007 | 11:55 PM |

just came back from PS. finally i watched "death note 2 ".
went wif my classmates-serene, seb, jielong & dear.
erm. what to say. pretty nice show. interesting as in the story based not bad. watched 2 movie in 2 consecutive days. supposedly watching yesterday with dear cause was too tempting to watch.haa.
but was kinda late for the movie timing- 6.10pm,
so we watched "chalotte's web" (i think spelled wrong) instead.
dear told me was animation, at that time i was like"sian" cos seriously,i don't realli like to watch animation. but until it appeared this little girl - real human,
i knew it was not animation. dear gong sia. haa.


alright. school started for 2 days le. got back my result today.
i failed 1 out of 2 paper. haix. sad to say, i din haf any confident to pass this paper & it came out what i expected. its alright.
i will now listen carefully in my lecture.*hopefully* cos it damn sian laa. :P
i need to get back my confidence!

we are getting better. im pretty love what we are now.
wishing its stay strong.

i love you, dear.




Monday, January 01, 2007 | 9:45 PM |

WELCOMING THE YEAR 2007.


HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

2006 had already been a past for ONE day. still cant adapt that now its already 2007. ya. 2007. gonna be a great year for me. much more better than last year. but still not forgetting 2006.

- the days i waited and started poly life.
- know a lot of new friends.
- grew more in spiritual life.
- had a r/s with mr seetoh.
- great sis & bro in E30.


din updated for the past few days. i know. i know. maybe nobody sees my blog. nobody tag too. :(


yesterday went da jie's house at pasir ris for our appreciation day. we do enjoyed ourselves. had great food- pizza & tibits. & i brought cake. my sis brought back 3 cake from her work place home the day before. so got to share ma. we cant possible finish it all. we had fun games. most importantly we enjoyed la. received presents from gerade & da jie. thanks! and awards for those who contributed alot in E30 in 2006.. after that. supposedly going home. but decided to go city hall to countdown. some of the E30 members came down. & john brought many bottle of spray. haa. thats the most exciting part we done outside the street. :p. but most nicest part was the firework.! ya, its super nice laa. although i know that 2006 din end realli that well. shall not elaborate too much. but anyway. we had alot fun together. had a hard time going home. waited 1 hr for cab. reached home around 2.30am. totally exhausted.!


da jie bought crayons for us. all different colous. and cartoons too.
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fireworks!!
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today went to gerade's house for buffet at marine parade. it was far. i mean not easy to find his house. haa. now i know his house super near east coast park. can walk there sia. due to the lack of slp. mi & dear have to go home and SLP. not interested going where although we at first wanted to go west mall. but too too tired le. was yawning all the way. reached home around 6 plus. just nice for dinner. but ate too much at gerade's house. so i slept till 9pm. then ate my dinner that time.


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i saw rainbow at my area.
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is that a good sign? ermm.


starting school in 2 days!