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service todae was great and wonderful.. i could realise that there are actually spiritual demons in our body. it brings bad to us and we shoud cast out from our body.. and saw alot ppl being saved. heard a lot screaming, shouting, ppl shaking and shivering.. crying all the way.. though looked scary but it actually saved someone from those spiritual demons. i didn't went down but i kept crying.. dunnoe why. perhaps it's a sign that demons are out from my body, or maybe seeing those ppl below being saved once again...

i felt relieved after the crying... it just that i forgot all the unhappiness, bad thigs inside my mind.. fogive and forget those who hurt mi before. i remembered those word said by the pastor.. he realli great..by looking at the person, he could sense the unhappiness from that person.

actually dun wanne blog todae de.. but i dun wanne forgot this incident, and so i blogged this to remind mi that dun ever let the demons comes into my body.. Ever..

Mum's nagging woke mi up early in the morning.. i wan more time to slp!! anyway todae went to change my passport photo with my mum and sis.. took 985 and reached kallang interchange. and u noe it took mi 15 mins walk to the place lei.. y mum cant take mrt lei.. straight away can alight at the lavender station, walk across the road then reach le ma.. waste my energy.. arh.. my photo not that nice lor.. mum said i looked ugly from that photo.. diao.. anyway the worst things comes.. cause my sis also got do ma, then when is our turn to submit the photo hor, the counter ppl said got to show mum's IC.. BUT.. my mum forgot to take her IC.. damn.. luckily my age can take the passport, so too bad, sis's passport only can take when mum bring her IC the next time..she will go by herself.. cause its her fault for not bringing the IC. adult liao still dun bring IC along.. then took mrt back to clementi.. eat lunch then shop around there.

met bong for cell group meeting.. funny lei.. cause i'm at clementi then ask bong call mi when she abt to reach clementi. and i damn blur, took train to jurong where actually i supposed to go pasir ris that side..hai.. then made bong wait for mi at dover.i went back again and said meet inside the train lor.. but when bong went inisde the train, we like didn't saw each other lor.. until kallang then we met together.. diao.. like xiang zuo zhou xiang you zhou lei.. then like didn't meet lor ..anyway is my fault for being so blur la.. after cell group meeting, went kallang market for fellowship.. then... ha.. went wen's house play mahjong.. but actually didn't play in the end, we played poker card.. her sis also there. we kept laughing non stop.. mad ppl.. went coffee shop for supper, reached home at eleven..
what a "wonderful" dae todae..

im not sure what should i blog todae. just felt that i had lots of thing to say from the inside of my heart. just want to get rid of the unhappiness and just wan to keep the happiness forever in my heart. but unhappiness kept coming and coming. no matter how i get rid, its still come back.i wonder the scar forever be there? is there any medicine that can get rid of the scar? everydae remedial, homework, exam.. its coming on and on.. do we have to keep on like that till o'level comes? i wondered everydae, how nice it would be if there are no homework or these.. nehz.. i think is impossible ba..

happy to hear that dad's company is organizing a genting trip.. hooray.. relax time finally comes. whole family will be going and over forty plus ppl going nehz. it will be two buses of ppl.. first time so many ppl going together. but got to change my passport picture man.. that pic of mine now was took when i was primary six ba.. compare to the last time, i realli changed alot. was kanna asked by one security that whether the passport's pic surely is mi not. i said yes.. then asked mi better go and change. if not change now, i cant confrim whether i next time can go in not. perhaps next week going to change ba.

How nice it wil be after a long tiring dae, went out for a beach walk and watch the nice scenery. hear the wave and wind's sound, thinking that everydae is precious to mi, i got to hold onto it till the end. nothing got to beat mi off. God always with mi till the end. only HE hears my calling.

hey hey.. its sundae again.. went to church todae early for CIC clas. damn. forgot to take the CIC booklet.. so i wrote in a paper.. It was the last CIC lesson todae.I graduate le... lol.. next time will be the Getting Started class liao. So, after then, we went for service. todae is the dae to pledge for the rise and build. For six months to pledge for the money. i pledged for $400. i pray it will be more then i expected. end of the service, we went to the roof top, and after that celebrate hui mei's birthdae. we gave her a OP t-shirt.. frog frog design wan.. ha..her cell group gave her a necklace, she seems dun like lei.. then we headed to tiong bahru to eat mini steamboat. When inside the MRT , four of us were like busying talking ar.. then suddenly we heard a loud knock knock sound right beside us.. this guy was like scolding us and he said this" are u all student? u all didn't study izit??" we all was like "huh" what happened.. i thought he scold us because we talk too loud le .. how we noe is because her wife was pregnant. he was knocking on the sign then wanted to tell us gave the prenant woman sit. so hui mei stood up, but he bu fu qi and said "no need no need".. he then diao us and alighted.. well, its not totally our fault lei.. all the way we didn't even notice this pregnant woman lor.. maybe because his husband was blocking his wife, so we didn't saw it lor.. the ppl inside the mrt like kept looking at us. seems like its our fault... lol.

had my chinese o'level oral todae. i was the second one to take the oral. actually got somemore express ppl infront de. cause they got F&N test ma. so they were delay lor. then we were moved forward to take first.. hai..

wonder how well i repiled their qn.. the passage i read was not bad.. quite shun la.. didn't pause or wat.. till they asked qn.. oh no.. i replied damn bad. they asked "why tourist think singaspore is a safe place"? i kept saying because no disaster ar. no tourism attack. kept erm erm.. dunnoe how to continue and i didn't even use cheng yu lei.. went in, all my mind was totally blank. luckily one of the qn they asked teacher got discussed in the class. too bad i just remember some point onli.. otherwise i may score well..

went for service yesterdae. Pastor kong told us that using our own ability to accomplish something, where ability grows to the level of ur dream. Therefore i tell myself what ability i have? Dun go for what i dun like, go for what i like. future is in our hand, treasure it.

i just felt that i dun belong to u all anymore. i thought i just a "extra" one. we not the same. i couldn't feel the closeiness between us. think u all are closer than before. i always the alone wan. u all can call each other when not beside ya.. but not mi.. u all wun call mi.. u all wun find mi. did u all realised that? i felt very sad. i am alone. i dunnoe where is my place at ur heart? if there are, izit a big or just a small portion? i tried hard to get close, but u all always left mi behind. or should i say u all always walk very fast, i cant catch up with ya? anyway it doesn't matter, u all have things to talk, i dun have. im just a bored person who dun have things to say. hope this just a while. i dun wan forever be so alone when with u all..

God always with mi.. God won't abandone mi. God loves mi.

service todae was great and wonderful.. i could realise that there are actually spiritual demons in our body. it brings bad to us and we shoud cast out from our body.. and saw alot ppl being saved. heard a lot screaming, shouting, ppl shaking and shivering.. crying all the way.. though looked scary but it actually saved someone from those spiritual demons. i didn't went down but i kept crying.. dunnoe why. perhaps it's a sign that demons are out from my body, or maybe seeing those ppl below being saved once again...

i felt relieved after the crying... it just that i forgot all the unhappiness, bad thigs inside my mind.. fogive and forget those who hurt mi before. i remembered those word said by the pastor.. he realli great..by looking at the person, he could sense the unhappiness from that person.

actually dun wanne blog todae de.. but i dun wanne forgot this incident, and so i blogged this to remind mi that dun ever let the demons comes into my body.. Ever..

Mum's nagging woke mi up early in the morning.. i wan more time to slp!! anyway todae went to change my passport photo with my mum and sis.. took 985 and reached kallang interchange. and u noe it took mi 15 mins walk to the place lei.. y mum cant take mrt lei.. straight away can alight at the lavender station, walk across the road then reach le ma.. waste my energy.. arh.. my photo not that nice lor.. mum said i looked ugly from that photo.. diao.. anyway the worst things comes.. cause my sis also got do ma, then when is our turn to submit the photo hor, the counter ppl said got to show mum's IC.. BUT.. my mum forgot to take her IC.. damn.. luckily my age can take the passport, so too bad, sis's passport only can take when mum bring her IC the next time..she will go by herself.. cause its her fault for not bringing the IC. adult liao still dun bring IC along.. then took mrt back to clementi.. eat lunch then shop around there.

met bong for cell group meeting.. funny lei.. cause i'm at clementi then ask bong call mi when she abt to reach clementi. and i damn blur, took train to jurong where actually i supposed to go pasir ris that side..hai.. then made bong wait for mi at dover.i went back again and said meet inside the train lor.. but when bong went inisde the train, we like didn't saw each other lor.. until kallang then we met together.. diao.. like xiang zuo zhou xiang you zhou lei.. then like didn't meet lor ..anyway is my fault for being so blur la.. after cell group meeting, went kallang market for fellowship.. then... ha.. went wen's house play mahjong.. but actually didn't play in the end, we played poker card.. her sis also there. we kept laughing non stop.. mad ppl.. went coffee shop for supper, reached home at eleven..
what a "wonderful" dae todae..

im not sure what should i blog todae. just felt that i had lots of thing to say from the inside of my heart. just want to get rid of the unhappiness and just wan to keep the happiness forever in my heart. but unhappiness kept coming and coming. no matter how i get rid, its still come back.i wonder the scar forever be there? is there any medicine that can get rid of the scar? everydae remedial, homework, exam.. its coming on and on.. do we have to keep on like that till o'level comes? i wondered everydae, how nice it would be if there are no homework or these.. nehz.. i think is impossible ba..

happy to hear that dad's company is organizing a genting trip.. hooray.. relax time finally comes. whole family will be going and over forty plus ppl going nehz. it will be two buses of ppl.. first time so many ppl going together. but got to change my passport picture man.. that pic of mine now was took when i was primary six ba.. compare to the last time, i realli changed alot. was kanna asked by one security that whether the passport's pic surely is mi not. i said yes.. then asked mi better go and change. if not change now, i cant confrim whether i next time can go in not. perhaps next week going to change ba.

How nice it wil be after a long tiring dae, went out for a beach walk and watch the nice scenery. hear the wave and wind's sound, thinking that everydae is precious to mi, i got to hold onto it till the end. nothing got to beat mi off. God always with mi till the end. only HE hears my calling.

hey hey.. its sundae again.. went to church todae early for CIC clas. damn. forgot to take the CIC booklet.. so i wrote in a paper.. It was the last CIC lesson todae.I graduate le... lol.. next time will be the Getting Started class liao. So, after then, we went for service. todae is the dae to pledge for the rise and build. For six months to pledge for the money. i pledged for $400. i pray it will be more then i expected. end of the service, we went to the roof top, and after that celebrate hui mei's birthdae. we gave her a OP t-shirt.. frog frog design wan.. ha..her cell group gave her a necklace, she seems dun like lei.. then we headed to tiong bahru to eat mini steamboat. When inside the MRT , four of us were like busying talking ar.. then suddenly we heard a loud knock knock sound right beside us.. this guy was like scolding us and he said this" are u all student? u all didn't study izit??" we all was like "huh" what happened.. i thought he scold us because we talk too loud le .. how we noe is because her wife was pregnant. he was knocking on the sign then wanted to tell us gave the prenant woman sit. so hui mei stood up, but he bu fu qi and said "no need no need".. he then diao us and alighted.. well, its not totally our fault lei.. all the way we didn't even notice this pregnant woman lor.. maybe because his husband was blocking his wife, so we didn't saw it lor.. the ppl inside the mrt like kept looking at us. seems like its our fault... lol.

had my chinese o'level oral todae. i was the second one to take the oral. actually got somemore express ppl infront de. cause they got F&N test ma. so they were delay lor. then we were moved forward to take first.. hai..

wonder how well i repiled their qn.. the passage i read was not bad.. quite shun la.. didn't pause or wat.. till they asked qn.. oh no.. i replied damn bad. they asked "why tourist think singaspore is a safe place"? i kept saying because no disaster ar. no tourism attack. kept erm erm.. dunnoe how to continue and i didn't even use cheng yu lei.. went in, all my mind was totally blank. luckily one of the qn they asked teacher got discussed in the class. too bad i just remember some point onli.. otherwise i may score well..

went for service yesterdae. Pastor kong told us that using our own ability to accomplish something, where ability grows to the level of ur dream. Therefore i tell myself what ability i have? Dun go for what i dun like, go for what i like. future is in our hand, treasure it.

i just felt that i dun belong to u all anymore. i thought i just a "extra" one. we not the same. i couldn't feel the closeiness between us. think u all are closer than before. i always the alone wan. u all can call each other when not beside ya.. but not mi.. u all wun call mi.. u all wun find mi. did u all realised that? i felt very sad. i am alone. i dunnoe where is my place at ur heart? if there are, izit a big or just a small portion? i tried hard to get close, but u all always left mi behind. or should i say u all always walk very fast, i cant catch up with ya? anyway it doesn't matter, u all have things to talk, i dun have. im just a bored person who dun have things to say. hope this just a while. i dun wan forever be so alone when with u all..

God always with mi.. God won't abandone mi. God loves mi.